Thought 1.

Hello guys, even though there is no chance that the same people that read this are the ones who read my ones before, I guess you wont ever know because I will never tell you my old name. However some could recognise my writing style, even if I have one. I think I've rambled enough, and I think this concludes my opening hello paragraph :) 

Anyways, I just thought I would start again, have little blogs through out 2013, then can look back on this like I have my other one and see how much I have changed!! My names Emma, I never told you that in my last ones, so maybe I am coming out! coming out of many things!! naaah, Im not really :) So Ive being having some really weird and crazy thoughts about everything lately, I think its just because Im so stressed out for my exams though.

One thing I dont get is the education system. I understand that we need it to learn and to pass on, and it helps children with their secondary socialisation (people who dont know what that is, google it!) . Dont get me wrong, primary school is the best thing ever, when I look back at it I always and get a happy little feeling. But its when you start growing up and realising that you need to actually learn something and things are serious. Secondary school is okay, that's where you deal most with all the bullshit off people, where I guess the socially acceptable people decide where you belong. Or you do what I done and just have your own little group of nerds. Another thing, I dont think you should worry about making friends then, like at all. College is actually where its all at. I've became more of myself there, and work, working at where I am now, introduced me to all these different people, and I dont think some of them realise the effect that they have had. However that's a different blog I think :) Education...Yeah, There is so much pressure now to have to succeed in this, that everyone has just without knowing created a system and if you dont fit or agree with the system  then you automatically feel like you're in the wrong, and you're not doing what is right. This being this, I think has created many people especially at this age to worry and most likely become sad and confused about what to do. I think If I keep going I could write for so long, different peoples views, and I understand that everyone is different. I just dont like the pressure that teachers and others put on you to succeed in education, fair enough it gives you better prospects, but if you fail, it shouldn't feel like its going to be the end of the world, so much so that if you fail that you dont even want to be in the world. 

If anyone has made it to the end of what I have read, and it makes no sense what so ever, then I am sorry, but that is what my mind is like! If it made a little sense, and you can relate, then yey! of no one could be bothered to get down to here, then you all suck ^_^

 Maybe I will write more, maybe I wont. o.O