Thought 5.

Well this has been such a crazy week!! even though its only been like 2 days into the week, as it is only tuesday o.O I have emotions, lots of them. Ive also been living in my mind, which is kinda bad in ways. I need to do more things, that take my mind off shizz. Although as I'm writing this, I feel kinda happy :)

ANYWAYS.

My buses were cancelled last night, due to the snow, Its so bad in Consett man like I reckon if I tried I could build a massive snowman with all the snow and send it off to the Antarctic so all the polar bears can finally survive or Ill just build a snowman and call it Oasis, because that's my favourite drink ever.

So yeah, I couldn't get home so I stayed at my friends house, there was a group of us. We decided to have a group tarot reading :) I love this stuff. I've had readings before, the first two that I had with my friend were kinda so bad, you could see in ways that I didn't know what I was wanting to do in life and I wasn't really happy. However I had such a good reading last night.

I cant really remember what cards I got, but I remember meanings. Present expectation I think was that I like to live care free, I do things in the now and dont really think of what can happen in the future, I focus more on wanting others to be happy, and I love smiling and laughing, and that Im a magnet for people, as when I met them they just instantly want to be in my company...(I feel so big headed typing this out, sorryyyy)
Other things I got told was that, my success and failures are in the past, they come in bunches that I always have a failure but then there will be a success. I want to travel more, and see more of the world.

There was one bit though which got me proper thinking. She said that there is something in my life that I need to give up on, as much as it will hurt, I have to sacrifice it as better things will come from it. And that even though at the time, when it ends there may be no hope it will be worth it, as what is going on now will have worse consequences.

NOW THAT, scared me a little. But Im taking this as being a human person thing, and I kinda might know who its about. But MEH.

So yeah, weirddd. I am a one for long blogs like!! I'm so sorry if this bored you a little :)

Also I know this a very stereotypical thing to say, but I really do love my friends :)