Thought 6.

Cant believe I haven't blogged in a while, when all I think about is ooo, that will be good to write about in my blog. Most of the stuff I think about though is a tad bit weird.
 

I guess in some ways I think that I am a bit to weird, like I worry that If I say things It will be stupid and people will just be like daaa fuhhh! But I cant help but think it, I worry that I will be to weird for anyone o.O 

I think I just may be alone with my few proper weird friends, and then I can create loads of Jelly and eat it all, have you ever had jelly? especially red. Nomminess :)

However I guess the point in this blog was to get my thoughts out about my next year. There is this thing that you can do, to volunteer and its to do with Human Rights in Bolivia, and you get to work with different people there, and help teach them things, its mainly helping woman from abusive relationships. And giving them hope :) I would love to do it. I would have to pay its for like 3 months to 6 and only like £1,000 which I could afford to be honest. If I saved loads over the holidays. 

I really want to do it, it will be a experience. But Its doing it alone, I wont know anyone. Plus I will be leaving home for I dont know how long. I'm scared that things will be different  well of course I know it will be. But I dont really like change that much so I dont know what to do, I'm so confused. I haven't even told anyone about this, but I want to get away from everything for a bit, and just have a break from everything, feelings and all that shizz.

I just dont knowww :) 

Whatever I do, I hope its the right choice :)